Do not hesitate to take the path of faith in Christ Jesus, take up your cross and follow Him, only He can help you, only God can give you the joy you do not have, God can restore your heart.
Remember that you are free to make that great and beneficial decision. In no one else will you find comfort, because only in the Lord can we find life in abundance. When God arrives our spirit changes completely, we are transformed by our powerful God.
If we turn to the Lord and go to Him with a determined heart, He will change our life, because everything bad will come out of our lives, everything that is dirty will go away.