It is clear that if we seek God and approach Him, we will be clean from our sins, but it will depend entirely on you, since it is not impossible for God to forgive you. Come to the Lord.
The same Word of the Lord tells us to seek God while He can be found. The best news is that God is closer than you imagine, what do you expect to get closer to Him? God waits for you.
Remember that the enemy of souls does not waste time, but that is why God is there to help you, to strengthen you, to give you new strength, so that you may know of His wonders.